Sonnet 3

I continue walking, through this life
Figure out what my purpose,
Wondering how to carry on.
Sometimes in my days, I lied back down
Dry in love and suffocates of wealth,
Thinking I'll be alone just making me worry.
I know I fall, I know I would cry
Because in this dying world, we are all strive
To find what was not there,
To look for something unreal,
But I realized deep in my heart
That you will always be by my side,
It is a long journey, and I endured it
Just to be with you.
Sometimes it feels likes no one would understand
Even I do not know why I do the things I do!
When pride build around me until I can see my soul
Would you came and break down these walls
And pull me through?
Because it is a long journey, until I found my own definition
Until I know I am worthy of the price........

GLOOMY MONDAY

There's a song that playing its tunes inside of me,
A lesser mind of wandering walking faithfully,
Reminder of those days that yet to come,
Will it be nicer or should it be what I've planned?
Growling in the dreams, was a boy
Splashing the paints of of immaturity
Filling the canvas of imagination.....
Stop, at the beat of the drumming heart
Pulsing at the breathing of the soul!
Sadness crept inside of my soul.
Again, again and again.
From now to ever, silently searching
For Love.
Love that has never been touched, tainted, or...
Ever being scrambled between pity and benevolent.
I've it all now, what do more that I need?
Silly.... I am alone.