UNWISE

Turbulence rushing in like flood
Crashing down all my defense
My shield, My wall
Eventually
Swipe me off my own sanity.

I am now not who I am was.
I am now is weak.
Tired of the difficulties I have
To endures everyday of my.
My body is currently
Swelling of untruthfulness that
My soul creates,
As to keep me distant from reality.

My head aches, like it never
Stop been punctured by thousands of
Sharp needles.
Little do I care for living who
I was.
I am concern on how
To survive this.

Alone, in the dark of the night
Silent in prayer
Do I whisper
Forgive me, O my God
For I did not know.

And in solitude, do I hope
And wish
To find the answer.