Special

Maybe not here
Or there
You felt
Like I'm taking you
For granted
But truly I care
It just maybe
I didn't like
To speak of it

Just to be
You and Me.
With the graft
on the event
Increasing
I believe
You are the
One.

My Love, My Everything,
My Life and Soul,
We were meant
Together.
Forever.

Like a bird flying high
Together
We fly across the sky
Ventures to new places
With you
I search for
My Destiny.

Like the never ending stories
Of Passionate Lovers
That I hope
Of both of us
Patient, My Sweetheart
Our Love shall be
Proven
In Time.

Specially for a woman that have steal my heart: Shina Animan

If I'm Not Here Anymore by Hazim Shah

Do you ever think
If I 'm not here anymore
If this sleep is forever
If this step take me further
But
Do you ever think about me?

If I'm not here anymore
Would it be the same?
Is there any difference
I know
My absent will not make you cry
Nor sad.

I'm just a man
A man that always not there for you
I'm just a friend
Who you think never care
I'm just a brother
That Mom said never understand.

I hope
If I'm not here anymore
You will see
How much I care
You will realise
How much I understand
You will know
That I'm the man who always there
For you.

If that time comes
I leave and go
Go to my new world
And struggle in
My second journey.

I really want
To spend more time with you
But it is fate
If I'm not here anymore.

Specially composed by my best friend, BOBO.

Apparently

Maybe not today
Will you go astray
And perhaps not tomorrow
Can you seek death
Neither a chance of fate
Twisted around
Circling down
Upon you
Or fortunately in the future
Someday ahead
You get what you want
Truly, Frankly, Honestly
I care for none.

Imagine being
Hang upside down
Wailing for help
But no one there
Just you yourself
Just YOU.

Over The View

The indigenous me,
Forward the message
As simple and clear
A universal core value
That
I am whom I am
Thanks
For loving and caring for me
Of who I am.

Lucky indeed
Whosoever
That shall have
The right to
Kiss your forehead
And to put at
Your finger
The ring of commitment.

Sadly
It would not be me!
Because I am not worthy
For it
For you deserve
A person
Other than me
Silently I know
You agree.

A Music of Its Own

The Moon was hanging still
In the clear face of the sky.
Like an actress
Stood in front
Fill with the amused gaze
Of everyone.

It is a peace night,
Unlike the other nights,
Solemnly sound.

The breeze feel so friendly,
Not like yesterday's
Cold-breaking wind.
The free breath of
The Atmosphere,
Lift up motion of the dearly creature.

Unliving things,
Had a wondrous tale to be told.

The trees are dancing
In a calm melody,
While the grasses are
Playing a silent orchestra,
Unlikely.
Where the tune of the night
Create astonishing figures.
To accompanied me
During the slumber day.

Oh, Dear
What a late night
Dream I had,
Full of
Incredulous image.
But beyond this,
I know it is
Just a hope
Of Mine.

None Of That I've Seen

Like the dew of morning,
I fell replenish with all my strenghth,
Gathering the very life,
In me.
Thus making,
The current turmoil
Take me no heed.

The hours of the past
Seem to be far away
Yet it teaches me
The courage of today.
Verily, I realize
That no matter
How you view the world,
It's changing
And it is leaving you behind.

Unlike the trapped time,
In the sand bottle,
That keep the fresh memory
Of a picnic,
Once upon a time.

Or the collection of
stamps that filled
Your scrapbook,
Remind you of the
Younger You.

Maybe of the first love
You had,
They said it will
Be the most
Unforgotten memory.

Still in the Mid Air
of the growing sky
I wander if it is true,
That memory
Will always
Stay with you.

Divergence

I looked up into the sky,
Through the direct translucent window,
In front of me.
The heaven is bluish today.
The mundane smell of morning
Woke me earlier.
As I drew away
My dizziness and tiring personages,
I like to stare against the road
Opposite to the house
And I like the sound of life
To fill my ears and
Remind me of myself.

It is a pleasant sleep that
I had like never before slept,
But sadness suddenly fill
My deepest concern.

As I watch more and more,
This motion lies beneath
Is just a serene picture
Played across these screen called
Reality.

Silence stood a point
Inside my head
Drawing a circle
Of iniquity
Of its own.

Creep into the intensity
Of this rough playground
I must have dream a better
Piece of hope
I shared.......