IF

If I'm a cat,

I'll just purr aloud to be fed.

If I'm a bird,

I'll fly high and low in the sky,

Searching for foods.

If I'm a bee,

I'll suck out honey from flowers.

If I'm a fish,

I'll swin with care not wanting to be caught.

If I'm a lizard,

I'll stuck out my tongue catching flies.

If I'm an ant,

I'll carry things exceeded my weight.

But I'm non of above.

I'm a man.

Born with responsibility,

Not so free to do as I like it.

You know how it feels,

Because you're living it everyday.

Wise Saying

If you losing your hope,
Just remember there's always chances ahead.
When you just lose your step,
Don't turn back,
Just go straight.
There's nobody to love you,
Then just love yourself.
Grip tight to your dreams,
Try to achieve it,
You can do it,
You just don't find the right way in the right time.
When you're at the top,
Just remember the Earth below you,
Don't soar too high,
If you fall, you'll fall harder.
Faith, Hope and Love,
The three things that lasts,
But the greatest of these,
Is Love.
Cherish it.
To God we come and to God we shall return.

My Short Story

I JUST WANT TO KNOW
Kamalia sat in a chair and placed her elbow on a wooden table. Her eyes wondered around on a page of a book she borrowed from a library near her house. She looked at the words printed at the page with a glance of courage as if her parents’ know about her reading; they will definitely scold her, screaming at her and the worst, beating her. She just does not understand why cannot she read about it? After all, when she becomes an adult, she will have to know it.
“Puberty happens to both male and females but with different physical and mental changes between the both.” Her voice lowered until it sound like whispering. She was so afraid that her mother will know.
She carried on her reading.
“When a male reached puberty, his body will show the growth of hair in his armpits and pubic areas, with his muscular structures developed and his voice turned to be deepened. He will also experience the enlargement of his penis and shall have a wet dream which resulted in the production of semen.”
She stopped and swallowed her saliva. She tries to imagining the wet dream a boy would endures in and a question rose from beneath of her heart. What about girls? Do girls also experience a wet dream? With this question in her mind, she continued her reading.
“On the other hand, when a female reached puberty, her body will also show the growth of hair in her armpits and pubic areas, with the breast development and the beginning of menarche, the first menstrual bleeding. A female will also have changes in body shape, fat distribution and body composition by the widening of lower half of pelvis or hips. A female also experienced wet dream by having several coital orgasms which stimulated by a strong sexual desire.”
She startled and her breath becoming short. She gasping for air for a second but she managed to control herself.
“So, girls also experiencing wet dream? Will I experience it too?” She asked herself, with a big comma in her thought.
Kamalia was taught that anything relating to sexual action is a sin and must not be approached in either way. Her father was a man of religion, often used the religious dogmas to explain to her about this restricted areas. Kamalia always told that when she are married, the things will goes in nature course and she will learn it eventually when living a life as a wife. She were warned not to took a peek on this taboo matter, not even for health purpose for it is a wrong in her parent’s eyes.
“But what if I still do not know? What if I still ignorant?” she questioned her mother.
“You do not dare to speak like that, ignorant child! We are your parents and we know what is best for you!” An anger tone of her mother’s voice splashed through her ears, nearly hurting her drums which could make her deaf.
“Your mother is right! Don’t you dare to speak or think about this ever!”
Her father strictly stressed the order upon her face.
“Yes, Father. Mother.”
Kamalia slowly replied with her face down. Tears burst from her eyes as she walked to her room.
Kamalia promised herself that nor should her children or her grandchildren will not have to suffer the same circumstances like her.
She will allow them to speak, discuss and know about sex for she knows that it is essential. Sex is not something disgusting. It is something sacred.

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My Essay

SEJARAH, HISTORY, LÌ SHÎ, CĀRITTIRAM
History. The study of the past. The writing of world events dominated by human which then includes civilizations, wars, development, important figures and human achievemnents.
History has witnessed the magnificence of Malacca which founded by Parameswara, a Srivijayan prince that flourished throughout the Straits of World Trades. The later Sultan Muzaffar Shah, Sultan Mansur Shah and Sultan Alauddin Riayat Shah have ruled Malacca to its glory and fame. Its famous warrior, Hang Tuah well-known for his wisdom and agility served as the maintainer of this prosperous soil and bring vainglory to the Land of the Majesty.
History watched as the Malay folklore told of the beauty of Puteri Gunung Ledang were unchallenged until it drove the last Sultan of Malacca to madness but yet the grace of Tun Teja shone in the Palace of Malacca remains as the Queen.
History remembers the legendary Mahsuri of Langkawi with her curse during her death penalty. The word she uttered in sadness and anger, due to false allegation for adultery.
“For I’m treated without justice and compassion, I’ll cursed this land for 7 generations of bad luck! If white blood spurred from my wound that stabbed by you, mark that I’m innocent. Thus my curse will become true and you shall see nothing except for destruction and doom on this land!”
Her curse came into being since the island suffered Siamese invasion and decades of failing crops that only ends in 20th century, with Langkawi now renowned as tourist attraction.
Kedah Kingdom and Langkasuka was marked by history as the two early sign of power and the oldest civilization in Malaysia which before known as Tanah Melayu. Kadaram and Lang-Ya-Xiu, another name for the kingdoms which becomes the important route trade for the East and the West for centuries ago.
Do you know that this land, the Malay Peninsula was once known as ‘Suvarnabhumi’, a Sanskrit term which refer to the ‘Golden Land’ by foreign travelers. This was because of its riches in natural resources and was land of wealth for people to come in to buy and sell. For the same reason, this land was conquered by foreign powers who seek to take advantage of its treasures either by hook or by the crook. The Portuguese, the Dutch, the Japanese and the British were among the colonialists whom control the power of administration of this land for their own profit.
Then, our forefather, fighters who fought for this land’s freedom merged to liberate our realm from being manipulated by the outsiders. Tok Janggut of Kelantan, Datuk Maharajalela of Perak, Datuk Bahaman of Pahang, Rentap of Sarawak and Monsopiad of Sabah. Recall back their sacrifice to win again our freedom.
Our five Prime Ministers who brought change to our motherland, turning into a well-known developing country. Tunku Abul Rahman, Father of Independence who gained our freedom and formed Malaysia, a federation of 13 states and 3 federal territories.
Tun Abdul Razak, Father of Development with his New Economic Policy to reduce the socioeconomic disparity between races.
Tun Hussien Onn, Father of Unity who struggles to maintain our harmonious society and combated the drug menace seriously and with enthusiasm.
Tun Mahathir Mohamad, Father of Modernization who turned Malaysia into a regional high-tech manufacturing, financial and telecummonication hub.
Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi who battles against corruptive practices to enhance internal security and imposed the Islam Hadhari principles.
Now, with Datuk Seri Najib, we continue our struggle for 1 Malaysia concept with the slogan ‘People First, Performance Now’ and preserve our precious gift from our ancestors which is the independence.

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