A Dream

I dream of a better life,
You dream for a fancy car,
He dream to be with his beloved lover,
She dream to become a famous star.

Everyone have their own dream,
And wish that they came true,
Beyond a reasonable mind,
Far from reality.

Maybe they will laugh at their own fantasies,
Maybe they will put it away,
Deep into their lonely heart,
But can't be denied,
That little part of their will,
Hope that it shall exist,
As solid as the ground,
And as clear as the water.

In A Way, Everything Change

Chance has once again
Played its melodies.
The rhythm enchanted
The little heart of a boy.
The boy love to wander
Into the wood of curiosity,
But later, he was struck
By walls of unsecurity,
Blocking his way to
His favourite haven.
he sat back,
Watching how the crude and cold stones
Enlarged and surrounded his playground.
An island of his own reality.

Again, Come The Rain

When we celebrates the beauty of dawn,

Breaking from the silence of night,

We gleefully see the vibrating rays of the Sun,

Marked a great fresco for the world to witness,

As the solemn atmosphere began to tremble,

Yet come a new tribulation across the day,

A little time to meet and make,

Has now turn to weep and howl.

Again, through my victorious journey,

Invites many daring foe who will stop at
Nothing,

To disgrace me.

But I still moving on,

As the cloud turn to black,

It's heavy bellies begin to shudder,

Tiny drops of water falls to my face,

And it doesn't irritate me,

Vice versa,

It rejuvenates me,

like the desert that longing for the rain.

The Circle

The tree is shattering its leaves,
The golden leaves tumbles by winds,
Collected beneath the tree,
Decaying to feed up life.
The owl fly through the night,
Searching for mouse to fed it hunger,
The circle around and round,
As time flow so was it.

Friend

When you're distant away,
From me,
Will you still remember what we used to do?
When you're apart from where I am,
Would you mind listening to my problems,
All the matters happen in my life,
Will it mean anything to you?
When you've find a new friend,
A new person to be with,
And you find the person better than me,
Will you still let our friendship live,
Or you'll go your own way,
For our path diverges,
Our thought aren't the same anymore.
Will it be a wall that will separate us totally,
Or will strengthen our bonds,
Leaving out the misunderstanding we had,
Will you still be my friend?

The Grace

You cannot find happiness,

Unless you know what's the meaning

Of Faith.

Many have failed,

What make you different?

No one could embrace the Grace,

Unless they come to understand,

The lessons from all troubles,

Turmoil in their life,

Problems that comes like wave,

One by one pushing you,

Far from land.

None of us,

You and me,

Can truly say,

" I'm accept all of this with no regret",

Unless deep in your heart,

You're angry and sad,

Stand in between,

The Pride to smile,

And the Shame to cry.

The Usurper

One day I will come on a disguise,
Different in color
The same face,

I will disarm you without you knowing it,
To deliver you my heart,
Slowly I will love you more,
And I will take care of you,
In the good and bad,
The sky I will give to you,
Your cloak I will become,
I’ll show my love to you,
Waiting for your love,
You hurt my heart,
Discover me,
Recall me,
The Usurper.

Changing Places

The wind blows from the north,
Pushing the hot air through the field,
The withered bamboo leaves,
Dancing brightly full of life,
Staring at the sky,
Was a bird,
It feathers coloured like a rainbow,
It claws tight to the broad tree,
Opposite the bamboo.
Sometimes it put a sound,
A grieving tune to any ears,
Something it fly down,
Putting it beak to the earth.
But it is time.
Time for the bird to fly away,
As season change,
It also have to be in other place,
Somewhere new,
But still it's a nature for it,
That's what birds do,
Fly away when the wind changes.

Trying To Find A Place For Me

Walking down the streets,

Mounted up a feet,

Wary with turmoil in my heart.

I keep going on,

But this difficulty I face now,

Are drowning me.

Never in my life I feel so alone,

Nothing there where it suppossed to be,

Everything just goes wrong,

Unexpected,

Unpredictable.

Why?

Should I endures this?

Do I deserve for this?

I do not want more

I just trying to find a place for me.

Is that really hard?

In this world of man?

Suffering

Beaten by unsecurity,
Hurt by untruthfulness,
Slapped on the face by many hands of power,
Until I'm down on my knees,
regretting the trust I put on them.
Why?
A big question marked it way in my mind.
Why now?
When all are just right in its places.
Yes, you're powerful,
Have many influence all around,
But can you see that these is ruining me!
Laugh all that you want,
Smile as long as you can,
Because I believe in Karma,
What goes up must comes down,
That's the reality.

IF

If I'm a cat,

I'll just purr aloud to be fed.

If I'm a bird,

I'll fly high and low in the sky,

Searching for foods.

If I'm a bee,

I'll suck out honey from flowers.

If I'm a fish,

I'll swin with care not wanting to be caught.

If I'm a lizard,

I'll stuck out my tongue catching flies.

If I'm an ant,

I'll carry things exceeded my weight.

But I'm non of above.

I'm a man.

Born with responsibility,

Not so free to do as I like it.

You know how it feels,

Because you're living it everyday.

Wise Saying

If you losing your hope,
Just remember there's always chances ahead.
When you just lose your step,
Don't turn back,
Just go straight.
There's nobody to love you,
Then just love yourself.
Grip tight to your dreams,
Try to achieve it,
You can do it,
You just don't find the right way in the right time.
When you're at the top,
Just remember the Earth below you,
Don't soar too high,
If you fall, you'll fall harder.
Faith, Hope and Love,
The three things that lasts,
But the greatest of these,
Is Love.
Cherish it.
To God we come and to God we shall return.

My Short Story

I JUST WANT TO KNOW
Kamalia sat in a chair and placed her elbow on a wooden table. Her eyes wondered around on a page of a book she borrowed from a library near her house. She looked at the words printed at the page with a glance of courage as if her parents’ know about her reading; they will definitely scold her, screaming at her and the worst, beating her. She just does not understand why cannot she read about it? After all, when she becomes an adult, she will have to know it.
“Puberty happens to both male and females but with different physical and mental changes between the both.” Her voice lowered until it sound like whispering. She was so afraid that her mother will know.
She carried on her reading.
“When a male reached puberty, his body will show the growth of hair in his armpits and pubic areas, with his muscular structures developed and his voice turned to be deepened. He will also experience the enlargement of his penis and shall have a wet dream which resulted in the production of semen.”
She stopped and swallowed her saliva. She tries to imagining the wet dream a boy would endures in and a question rose from beneath of her heart. What about girls? Do girls also experience a wet dream? With this question in her mind, she continued her reading.
“On the other hand, when a female reached puberty, her body will also show the growth of hair in her armpits and pubic areas, with the breast development and the beginning of menarche, the first menstrual bleeding. A female will also have changes in body shape, fat distribution and body composition by the widening of lower half of pelvis or hips. A female also experienced wet dream by having several coital orgasms which stimulated by a strong sexual desire.”
She startled and her breath becoming short. She gasping for air for a second but she managed to control herself.
“So, girls also experiencing wet dream? Will I experience it too?” She asked herself, with a big comma in her thought.
Kamalia was taught that anything relating to sexual action is a sin and must not be approached in either way. Her father was a man of religion, often used the religious dogmas to explain to her about this restricted areas. Kamalia always told that when she are married, the things will goes in nature course and she will learn it eventually when living a life as a wife. She were warned not to took a peek on this taboo matter, not even for health purpose for it is a wrong in her parent’s eyes.
“But what if I still do not know? What if I still ignorant?” she questioned her mother.
“You do not dare to speak like that, ignorant child! We are your parents and we know what is best for you!” An anger tone of her mother’s voice splashed through her ears, nearly hurting her drums which could make her deaf.
“Your mother is right! Don’t you dare to speak or think about this ever!”
Her father strictly stressed the order upon her face.
“Yes, Father. Mother.”
Kamalia slowly replied with her face down. Tears burst from her eyes as she walked to her room.
Kamalia promised herself that nor should her children or her grandchildren will not have to suffer the same circumstances like her.
She will allow them to speak, discuss and know about sex for she knows that it is essential. Sex is not something disgusting. It is something sacred.

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My Essay

SEJARAH, HISTORY, LÌ SHÎ, CĀRITTIRAM
History. The study of the past. The writing of world events dominated by human which then includes civilizations, wars, development, important figures and human achievemnents.
History has witnessed the magnificence of Malacca which founded by Parameswara, a Srivijayan prince that flourished throughout the Straits of World Trades. The later Sultan Muzaffar Shah, Sultan Mansur Shah and Sultan Alauddin Riayat Shah have ruled Malacca to its glory and fame. Its famous warrior, Hang Tuah well-known for his wisdom and agility served as the maintainer of this prosperous soil and bring vainglory to the Land of the Majesty.
History watched as the Malay folklore told of the beauty of Puteri Gunung Ledang were unchallenged until it drove the last Sultan of Malacca to madness but yet the grace of Tun Teja shone in the Palace of Malacca remains as the Queen.
History remembers the legendary Mahsuri of Langkawi with her curse during her death penalty. The word she uttered in sadness and anger, due to false allegation for adultery.
“For I’m treated without justice and compassion, I’ll cursed this land for 7 generations of bad luck! If white blood spurred from my wound that stabbed by you, mark that I’m innocent. Thus my curse will become true and you shall see nothing except for destruction and doom on this land!”
Her curse came into being since the island suffered Siamese invasion and decades of failing crops that only ends in 20th century, with Langkawi now renowned as tourist attraction.
Kedah Kingdom and Langkasuka was marked by history as the two early sign of power and the oldest civilization in Malaysia which before known as Tanah Melayu. Kadaram and Lang-Ya-Xiu, another name for the kingdoms which becomes the important route trade for the East and the West for centuries ago.
Do you know that this land, the Malay Peninsula was once known as ‘Suvarnabhumi’, a Sanskrit term which refer to the ‘Golden Land’ by foreign travelers. This was because of its riches in natural resources and was land of wealth for people to come in to buy and sell. For the same reason, this land was conquered by foreign powers who seek to take advantage of its treasures either by hook or by the crook. The Portuguese, the Dutch, the Japanese and the British were among the colonialists whom control the power of administration of this land for their own profit.
Then, our forefather, fighters who fought for this land’s freedom merged to liberate our realm from being manipulated by the outsiders. Tok Janggut of Kelantan, Datuk Maharajalela of Perak, Datuk Bahaman of Pahang, Rentap of Sarawak and Monsopiad of Sabah. Recall back their sacrifice to win again our freedom.
Our five Prime Ministers who brought change to our motherland, turning into a well-known developing country. Tunku Abul Rahman, Father of Independence who gained our freedom and formed Malaysia, a federation of 13 states and 3 federal territories.
Tun Abdul Razak, Father of Development with his New Economic Policy to reduce the socioeconomic disparity between races.
Tun Hussien Onn, Father of Unity who struggles to maintain our harmonious society and combated the drug menace seriously and with enthusiasm.
Tun Mahathir Mohamad, Father of Modernization who turned Malaysia into a regional high-tech manufacturing, financial and telecummonication hub.
Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi who battles against corruptive practices to enhance internal security and imposed the Islam Hadhari principles.
Now, with Datuk Seri Najib, we continue our struggle for 1 Malaysia concept with the slogan ‘People First, Performance Now’ and preserve our precious gift from our ancestors which is the independence.

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LOVE

Some people say

That you'll despair

If you surrender your love

To a man

For he's never be certain

Nor he's untruth

For love

In man's eyes

Are thousand petals

Of roses

Some people may just say

It better to love

The one who love you

Because it shall save your heart

from falling apart

But doesn't that selfish

For you are care only

For yourself

Breaking other's heart

Does that justify

To save your own feeling

By sacrificing others'

Or should we live alone

Solemnly regretting what

We had lost

Do you want this word

repeating in your ears

Resounding in your thought

"If only I believe

Then I'll never be alone'

But the greatest love of all

Can never match this one love

With it

You shall live

Eventhough

you are gone

The Love of God

But

Pity

Many loves others

Than You,

The Greatest Lover!!!!!

BEAUTIFUL

Beauty is a grace

That should be appreciated

Nor should you boast for

Nay you should be shame of

Truly as I can say

That beauty is everywhere

In any smile that you may see

In every eyes that you may glance

In every face that you may encounter

And in everything that you appreciate

Some say beauty lies in

The eyes of the beholder

Some say beauty is in kindness

And many agrees that beauty reflects

In your physical view

But they were all wrong

For you may find that

What you see

Are not always true.

I'M SAILING TO THE ISLAND

I'm Sailing,
I'm Sailing,

I'm sailing to the island,

Where I hope there shall be

Comfort and peace for me.

An island like a paradise

With no worries about tomorrow

Still in sleep after the dawn

Smudged in the pillow

I'm Sailing,

I'm Sailing,

I'm sailing to the island

Maybe some say it is a "la-la island'

And I'll never reach it

Maybe the wave will drowned me

Until I lost in the deep blue sea

But no matter what you say

I still wish it true

For in everyone heart

There is always a child virtue.

THE WINCHESTER'S BROTHERS IS BACK!!!

LAZARUS RISING

MERLIN

The Magic Lies Within

WISHING ON A STAR

I'm wishing on a star

To follow where you are

I'm wishing on a dream

To follow what it means

And I wish on all the rainbows that I see

I wish on all the people who really dream

And I'm wishing on tomorrow, praying it'll comes

And I'm wishing on all the lovin' we've ever done

I'm wishing on a star

To follow where you are

I'm wishing on a dream

To follow what it means

CONFUSING SUNDAY

Supposed things to happen,

Dwell in delay,

And crushed by failure.

Unexpected event,

Rush in without a notice,

Whirling around,

Like a twistery wind.

Life,

As it spell,

Is harder and harder,

From time to time.

The best we can do,

Is to make use of it,

Wisely.

Been Blessed Those Who Used Their Youth To Good Virtue And Deeds,

AND

Damned Those Who Use It To Lust and Evil.

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

MASQUERADE

With masks on their face,
Hiding their true facial,
I wondering alone,
Of what they are maybe,
I am not proud of the look,
But I am more concern on the inner self,
Of YOU!

TWISTED TONGUE

Spiral tower of word created,
With all those lies spread,
Together with the muttering gossips,
Fill the foundation well,
The echoes of anger rung through the valley,
The valley of loneliness, That build up in your heart,
No more you that I know,
Only this black figure I saw,
To the endless road of despair I was drifted away,
But I know who I am,
And For That You Will Never Have Me,
Down on your feet,
Begging for mercy,
For I am stronger,
More than what it seem.

All hail, the King!!!

King of Liar!!!

TWO PERSONALITIES

Countess Isobel Marguerite Theroux
A Sorceress From Darkness
Inflicted Human With Madness, Grieve and Destruction
Voluntas Vita Nonster Est
Diffidum Id Quod Igit.... Murus Internot.... Potestas Telum....
Mitares Meus Anima Liberare!!!

Lana Lang

The Sweet Girl Of Smallville

Pretty Smile Sparkled through Her Lips

Her Eyes Reflected Rainbow

Her Hair As Black As A Raven

Yet Her Virtue Is Her Main Claim

Kind, Patient, Understanding

And....

Loveable.

Relieve, I am Certainly Relieve

Minutes by minutes,
I count patiently,
Waiting for the seconds to,
Move faster than usual,
I sing a song,
Quietly in my heart,
As when this is over,
I am Relieve, Certainly Relieve

The hours are late,
As usual,
Simply drifting me,
Into slumber dream,
During the day,
And it killing me,
Inside,
For I know,
This is the end,
This is my limit,
I cannot go further,
For if I went on,
I shall fall,
Into the oblivion.

I am Relieve, Certainly Relieve

For one door shut,
Another open,
I bid farewell to this,
And set my foot ahead,
To the island of my dream.

Relieve, I am Certainly Relieve................

A New Day Has Come

A new day has...come

I was waiting for so long

For a miracle to come

Everyone told me to be strong

Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times I

knew I'd make it through

And the world thought I had it all

But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky

Oh, it's almost blinding me

I can't believe

I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears

Let it fill my soul and drown my fears

Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has...come

Where it was dark now there's light

Where there was pain now there's joy

Where there was weakness, I found my strength

All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky

Oh, it's almost blinding me

I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears

Let it fill my soul and drown my fears

Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has...come

A new day has...come

Ohhh, a light... OOh

The Art Of Time

The Masterpiece

Memory

Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling aloneIn the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every streetlamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look, a new day has begun!!!

I Bid A Very Pleasent Day To All

The Sun has rising from the feets of mountains,
Lifting up life together within its rays of light,
Washing the surface of green fields with splendid colours,
Reflecting the waves of ocean with outstanding peculiar,
I woke up in glee,
For my warmth bed,
I smile as I look through the windows of my room,
Because I have know,
That a new day has come!!!